and another thing (read tonights previous entry for details of what I'm about to say)
So I was just in the kitchen getting juice, and I start to break down in front of my mother, and this is what came out:
"I just feel like there's something wrong with me. I mean my life is as bad as it was when i was stuck in the house, except now my life is a pointless circle of going to school - going home - going to school - going home. I have no one to go anywhere with. I still don't feel like I'm living my life" I teared up just then
to which she responded:
"Why doesn't W ask you to go anywhere anymore, or take you out anymore?"
I honestly replied "I don't know."