I got two hours of sleep last night because I have no idea what my psych teacher wants, and she changed the rules for the presentation on Monday. All the working people in class just did volunteer work where they work. I don't have that luxury. So I was stuck with the paper, and her being harder on me because I have disabilities and couldn't meet my classmates off-campus.

So, I've decided to fuck school...I'm not trying anymore, and because my psych teacher wants me to either write a 10 page paper instead of a 4 page paper in order to not do the presentation or meet off-campus, or to do the presentation but without being able to read it. I'd have to present it to the class by memory and do so for 15 minutes - not happening with my disabilities. I barely got through reading my papers the last three times. So, I've decided to not do any of it and fuck school after this. I'll get 15% off my grade if I don't do this. I have an A, and I'll end up with a B. I may do a research paper instead for the extra 5% credit cause research papers are much easier for me - it's just compiling, connecting, and spitting out facts.

And my philosophy teacher hasn't graded my paper. I love that they can be lazy asses, but I can't.

I'm so sick of this. Really. In psych, I'm getting A's on all of my tests and writing assignments. Does she really need to know that I can make connections between child abuse and personality disorders?? Isn't this obvious? I HAVE the disorders...from the abuse I lived through as a child/adolescent...which is why I can't do the presentation or meet off-campus!! ugh...

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