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Sunlight on Earth

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Tuesday, Feb. 10, 2009 - 11:32 am

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When your own student office harasses you because you have a locker and they call you three fucking times telling you its not regstered for the semester and you tell them each time it is supposed to be because you went in last semester and signed for it -- and the final time they call it is to tell you that you need to remove your lock or it will be cut as your locker was reserved for another student because you didn't sign for it...

...when special services orders the wrong edition of your very needed English audiobook...

...and when the testing center refuses to accommodate your disabilities at the times you can be there claiming lack of staff, which is not a legal reason to not accommodate a person, and you're facing having to file a formal grievance and federal complaint...

...and the b*tch director at the testing center harasses you asking if you're really as busy as you claim to be when uh...yes you are...duh...

...when the same b*itch director asks you four times why you can't come in at 8 a.m. and you tell her 4 effing times in resonse that you are at school till 10 p.m. and would be there from 7 a.m. till 10 p.m., which is 15+ hours, and she doesn't see how that might aggravate a persons severe disabilities...which happens to be in the social and stress disorders category...

...when special services supports them instead of you...

...and when you ask other support people at the college to um...support you...and they weasel out of it, because they don't want to deal with special services either...

...and when your astronomy teacher is as inept in the area of teaching astronomy as a person could be, and prefers to discuss for all two hours such things as the weather, paleontology, biology, anthropology, geology, the news, his childhood, philosophy, religion, how much he hates children and Al Gore, etc...instead of actually teaching the god damn class...

..and because of this - 4 weeks in to the semester you're still discussing Capernicus, when you'r syllabus says you should be discussing the planets and Nebulae, and galaxies...not the history of Astronomy...still..

...and when you're 9 days behind in your classes because of a combination of inept teachers and the testing center not allowing you to go in to take your tests till Thursdays...

...and when your college adviser, who refused to see you at all...is on leave till April and not available to talk to now that you really need to talk...

...and when your school makes up a degree plan and erases half of your classes stating they don't count for anything, or only count for Huanities, which you've already fulfilled, when it says: "Behavioral and Social Sciences AND Humanities" beside at least one class listed...and you know the rest of the classes, such as art classes, should be listed as electives -- not erased...

...and you know you could have died just a week before the semester began because the god damn antibiotics just about killed you for the new year...

...it really makes you want to quit school, not leave the house till 2010, and shack up with your boyfriend...because he remains the only source of support I have right now...and he is as pissed over his own similar list of school complaints, as he is over mine...and he spent all weekend trying to cheer me up and did so complete with chocolate chip cookies and jelly belly beans and kisses :-)

From now on my college letters stand for: Sucky Fucked-up Community College

~e

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