I want to write a real entry. My stomach is clenching from the stress of holding things in. I didn't get any homework done.
And I'm in a lot of pain.
:-(
School starts on Monday and I really wish the semester was over sooner than 8 weeks. I will be in another decade of my life in 9 weeks. I'm stressed out.
I've stayed at my bf's house all week to avoid my screaming neighbors. I have decided i don't like roommates. Even nice ones are present when you would like to be alone with your bf...
It is very cold here, gently snowing at random times still, and does not feel like spring. My bfs new place has walls tht aren't really there, I'm convinced. They look like walls, they feel like walls, but they don't keep out any cold air.
This makes me happy to think of being in Cali for two weeks this summer, as my bf wants to be. His gma who lives out there is already asking if we are coming.
I'm excited to feel Cali in the summer. To really burn, but hopefully not too badly. To feel WARM sand inbetween my toes and feel the ocean pastjust my shins.
I want to see Santa Monica and Venice beaches.
ugh, my abdomen hurts...save me from myself, anyone.
~e