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� Copyright 2006-2012
Tuesday, Oct. 30, 2012 - 12:39 am

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I quit. I've made three different tops and none of them even work. They dont cover me or they feel wrong. I give up. My finger is numb from sewing all day, my back hurts, I have to be at school all day tomorrow, and now I just want to cry. I'm not dressing up this year I guess, and I have to go to school on Halloween...I admit defeat. I cant make a top that fits right, or even wrong, because my goddamn breasts are in the way...I feel deflated about everything Halloween now. I spent like 65.00 too much planning for this damn costume, and I'm too stupid to figure out how to make a top. I'm even deflated about my anniversary...I doubt he'll spend time with me because he has tai chi on Thurs., and he keeps making such a big deal about not wanting to miss any of it, even though he goes 3 days a week. I'm going to just to go to class on wednesday as my horrible stupid self and find somewhere to hide after class till my ride comes.

~e

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