Im on my tablet, drunk on my ass on sherry. My bf caught my flu so im at his place caring for him because he is sick. He is drunkbon whiskey. My club feels like its falling apart, and i have so much to do.

Im feeling scared about volunteering in the community and doing workstudy in tte community. All the scholarships require full time, so i have to deal with my stress and inabilities. If it kills me.

I just feel like getting drunk.

My cousin was great. Very nice to us. Im still processing that as far as i can remember, i have never before stayed at a biological relatives house. What a year...

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