i've written that he is too busy and too short-tempered to be with me...everytime he gets furious with me and hits my belongings, or his wall, i know it is wrong. i also know i did nothing to deserve it. he is just too busy working 6 days a week to be with me. i never see him and when i do, he is still working...at home. it is all falling apart. i have to let it do what it will. its unravelling faster than i can grab hold of it...

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