What was an okay night went to hell thanks to a really shitty grandma who actively hates christmas and wanted to leave before either of us wanted to, so of course my bf got pissed and left early...so with that xmas ends...now i feel ill again. I dont think ican stay here if i ever visit cali again. She is incredibly negative...instead of saying how pretty the xmas lights are, she says " oh god, how awful that is"...and then shell say " god, look at all that crap...why do people bother" part of me really seriously wants to smack her hard...the other half of me wants to get a hotel room to get away from her. Either way i want to be here as little as possible from now on.

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