My boyfriend is anxious and agitated. And he is doing everything pssible to make sure we dont do anything even semi sexual. He hopped from laptop, to tv, to tablet, to cell phone...now he is sitting in the bathroom on his tablet, where he will stay over n hour, come out, and tell me something like..i got sidetracked looking on @mazon...

I feel so unbelievably alone and sad, and i dont begin to understand what im doing wrong. I just know i dont want to feel this way. And i am turning off the light without him tonight. Because im tired...of everything.

~e