I have tried and repeatedly been unable to write an essay that is now 6 days late.

First last weekend it started as being really super sleepy and unable to stay awake. That progressed to a migraine and then to sneezing and feeling like i was getting the flu, which led to more sleeping and then a few hours of feeling normal. But then my spine started seizing and the muscle beside my spine started swelling. And by the next day I had horrid HORRID cramps. The worst I have ever in my life experienced. The kind that are so painful you start to feel rubbery and numb because your body can't process feeling that much pain. I feel stupid got to ER over cramps, but dear lord when even your strongest painkillers don't even work, it makes me wonder what should do. go to ER because I am a woman and am being tortured by an organ that is centrally located in my body and therefore affects EVERYTHING. My hot pad didn't do a thing to lessen it either. I was up crying all night. Today I was ok till I ate, then that made everything hurt.

6 days of various sorts of pain and not being well is too much. If it gets worse I will just have to go to ER. ugh...

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