The past two weeks have twisted my heart and mind in ways that are not healthy or helpful...i found out a 7 year old cousin of mine was killed in a pointless car accident where a driver that hit them wasnt paying attention goung 70 mph. I've also been informed that my dad is officially dying.
I feel worse about my cousin but i have no idea how or what to feel about my dad. I will only ever cry over what he never could be.
I now weigh 129...i cant get myself to eat more than once a day, if even that. Nothing tastes right.
and ive lost all motivation to give a shit about school...
happy first wheat free easter.
~e