My mom completely ruined any chance of enjoying today...he is miserable and complains at me to wake me up every day until about 2 hours later i finally get tired of it and yell at her to get out of my room that i pay rent for...

Now i hav e no motivation to do my Final exams that i need to do by tomorrow or i fail my classes.

I just am getting screwed over in all ways, and i am tired of trying when dropping out of school would allow me to be the doting, daughter my mom wants me to be...she has no friends because she hates everyone, literally. She finds faults in everyone and refuses to speak to people.

I can't take being her sole source of communication and therapist and friend and daughter.

I am locked in my room so she stays out of it, and when she realized i locked her out she threatened to move out...at this point good riddance. but now i have no motivation to do my final again...

happy mothers day...

~e