In other news from today...i think the fact that my baby sister is now engaged to a guy she met 6, months ago is frankly depressing. I knew nothing...like im not even family.

I cant go to her wedding either.

It's sad and stupid all around. And validates that they dont need or want me around either.

In case youre wondering my boyfriend is the sole person in my entire life who actively has been in and stayed in my life...i grew up just wanting someone to stay...everyone always left within a year.

~e