First they try and break you, and when they start to succeed and you inform them, they blame you and threaten to take away what little you have going for you because you are incapable of dealing with what they are doing to you.

I feel like i am documenting my descent here...but i need to remember that no one could deal with these sorts of stresses. and that most i know are shocked I am still going for my goals.

Despite them, despite this...stupidity.

~e