I feel apathetic and annoyed by almost everything now.
I don't know what else to say.
I have stopped feeling obligated to my siblings, knowing they don't need or want me around.
I am likely going to be one of those people who dies alone and they find their body 5 years after...because no one gave a fuck.
Anyway, i still need to write my essay...my stress will be reduced when it's over.
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