I really suck at doing homework.

But on 3 hours of sleep a night for a week now, being able to think at all seems like a miracle.

Right now I am watching the lightning hitting the ground and listening to thunder rumbling across the sky. Rain falling and pouring from the canales and watching for signs of leaks.

An odd new thing is that my fingers go randomly numb, then back to normal. Idk what that is about.

I am just tired i think. Mostly of school.

And I have 4 appointments this week. I'm also tired of talking to people. It's not solving my problems to talk to people who may as well be brick walls.

Today i felt ok about my goals of getting a mssters in counseling and doing all of that, this was after I spent all night lastnight arguing with my mom. Go figure...

~e