Today was a day to define my low rank in life via food...i bought an expensive ham for christmas, $65 plus shipping, and while i was at my boyfriend's house, my mom ate it all, 8 goddamn lbs of expensive ham gone, i got maybe 2 slices worth...i also bought an expensive $14 gluten free pumpkin pie...which I got all of 2 pieces before my boyfriend ate the rest today.

That, and fighting the SS@ more, was the entirety of my day...i just feel ill and cold from having not eaten all day. Or just ill and in the way...

~e