Too much death and unhappiness. Along with generally feeling bad about my own 2 friends and dad, and the 3 musicians I really liked...my boyfriend has been telling me over and over how he will help me focus on my homework, and help me do things, but then something always pisses him off, or stresses him out, and gets enraged and doesn't calm down or do anything civil, or be civil to me, and he yells, and he cusses and makes threats, and so far in his house, he hasn't punched any walls yet. But he also hasn't helped me get any homework done or even focus yet either.

I have 3 weeks to write like 6 papers, take 4 exams, do a presentation, and forget about reading the 12 remaining chapters. If i pass all of my classes, it will be a literal miracle. The past year has been too much. The next 3 weeks may kill me.

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