My boyfriend's work is making him be mean. I'm already depressed, and i'm already not able to handle doing anything i've got to do in the next 2 weeks. I'm not okay, i don't even want to walk at graduation because no one really cares anyway. A friend just flew 2 states to attend her cousins graduation, no one will ever think anything i accomplish is worth doing that. And maybe it's all stupid, but, it would sure be fucking nice to have people who celebrate what i do. I honestly winder why i try.

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