Today I got a letter from the SS@ stating that I have estimated earnings of over $1000 and so in will only receive around $160 next month. Thing is I haven't had a paid jib, internship, anything since Dec 2014, and I have no idea what they are talking about. I feel so upset and done fighting the SS@. It hasn't even been 6 months since the last fiasco they harassed me with ended.
Part of me just wants to kill myself and end this all. I have no doubt that the evil p@ss lady is behind this somehow, she is inept and evil and she earns over $80,000 a year to screw people over and be mean. It is right in line with me putting it on hold till I can apply to a master's program.
I was supposed to go to a dental appointment, but I need to go to the SS@ on Monday instead. I am so tired of fighting these people.
They are doing it entirely because I tried to work, they punish people when they try and increase harassment so they'll either stop trying or go get a job if there able... It is pretty obvious.
I feel nauseated and sick and alone in this.
I can't take anymore, and there's no way I can go back to school if they're going to harass me like this.
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