Today I found out you get screwed over twice if you have an SSI overpayent. Over a total of under $200 over my $2000 limit (less than $100 each month), I not not only have to pay back, in full two months of SSI (over $1400), but my food stamps is being reduced by $50 a month ($600) because they act like you're getting full benefits. Over like $175 bucks over...

I'm honestly wanting to die, i feel done, and sorry I got into a relationship. i if i wasn't I could die right now without feeling any guilt or sadness.

I can't take anymore of being treated like a criminal and monitored and punished constantly when I've done nothing wrong, nothing that anyone outside of SSI would be punished for. I'm tired of living. I'm sorry i tried to go to school and get out of the system. I was an obvious idiot for trying. I would have been able to spend my money down if I hadn't had homework and gotten sick because of the stress.

Now i get to go hungry all year because my my SSI is reduced, my rent is being raised, my foodstamps reduced, and my expenses are all increasing. I only weigh 115 lbs as it is. I don't have much body fat to lose.