I'm tired, I just woke up and I'm tired. I am also scared that increasing or continuing harassment by ss! and f00dstamps, plus requirements to not forget to report literally everything to 5 different agencies every single month, will impede my ability to maintain a masters degree. A masters program requires working while attending school. I'm ill from everything theyve already been doing. I was planning to take an acting class, but it takes up every saturday, and i feel like it takes too much because thats a day i see my bf and can run errands. So, I feel bad.

I feel like i shouldn't exist still. The systems are designed to impart that message to you. And its working.

~e