So...my bf hasn't tried to touch me since before Thanksgiving...and hasn't kissed me or hugged me or tried in any way to say he feels in any way proud of me over anything.

His idiotic baby talk is getting worse again.

I feel stupid, and if I wasn't so incapable due to my disabilities, I'd drop him and go away. Where I would go, I have no idea, but I'm officially tired of his behavior and of being here...and I'm fully stuck in this with no way out.

And it feels horrible.

~e