I made a mistake of trying to be affectionate with my bf. He took it and has totally ignored me since.

I immediately felt really fat and miserable and regretted trying to have more than meal cooking and cleaning. I can't remember when he last tried to do anything to me that was affectionate or sexual. I think it was in January. Maybe. All I've done since together is basic cooking or shopping or doing things where I was just tagging along with him somewhere...

I just keep feeling like shit, and he's not helping me in any way to not feel like shit.

I'm giving up...my heart can't take this.

~e