I've been staring at my take home final, trying to make sense of the questions and find he answers in the readings like she asked. Except the answers are spread out over several readings, in any of about 15 chapters plus 8 handouts, plus powerpoints...and she makes the worst powerpoints...they are text top to bottom...not even space between paragraphs. Just crammed in.
My bf was trying to help me find stuff, but I feel sHitt and not being able to do this on my own makes me feel even shittier.
This entire semester has been a test to show I can't do any of this.. not in practice not online and not in my internship. It's been reiterated over and over.
I dread one focus because I despise role plays. I dread he other focus because I get to sit alone online for 1 to 2 years, maybe more. I can't take 9 credits bit I really can't handle even the idea of being at this school another 2+ years...I'm already dying. I can feel it. The stress of the crap they pull at this school and the lack of actual attempts at instruction is doing me in.
So I don't know what to do. I'm losing everything.
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