I didn't get a single thing written today. I needed absolute quiet...instead I got hammering and sawing and who know what from a neighbor who gets their roof redone at least 4 times a year.

I got the tv blasting. Because my bf insisted on watching cooking shows after offering to help me focus.

I also got random crashing asleep, nausea, bloating, feeling hungry and awful all day.

I am here wanting to sleep but the tv is blasting and I can't.

I've still got no faith I'll make it through.

I also finally received a reply from my internship supervisor. Changing times to me last minute, scattered, stressful, and leaving me dreading tomorrow.

I don't like anything happening. I'm stuck in this. My only option is quitting and my entire body is begging it of me at this point.

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